‘Welcoming the Neophytes’ 2011
I can now say it: I’m proud to be Catholic
As Holy Week approached, I began my own personal countdown. My brothers and sisters in the RCIA class laughed fondly at me, but deep inside they were as eager and excited as I. Learning the faith, to be baptised and to make first communion, is what we were preparing for over the last year, and for some, it was two. Now the day had finally arrived and as the time drew closer, the anxiety within me began to build. Gloria Saturday I was restless, unable to study, sleep or do anything except to wait with great anticipation for the night when all out preparation would culminate, and we would finally be baptised, confirmed and received into the Catholic community.
This is what I yearned for, and now, the moment was at hand. No more will I have to remain seated while my brothers and sisters accepted communion. No, that would all change now. As Fr Christian ended his homily, I began to get butterflies in my stomach. For I knew that the moment was at hand. Suddenly, the peace and calm that I enjoyed prior to that moment was shattered as Fr Christian called for the first catechumen to come forward. My heart began to pound in my chest, and for a moment I froze in my seat and couldn’t move. I began to feel weak in the knees. I thought for sure I was getting an anxiety attack, but then I remembered a long forgotten refrain; “sing out my soul to the Lord our God; his love will carry you along“. I took a deep breath and recited those lines as I got up and marched to the baptismal pool. And as my feet touched the water my anxiety just melted away, and a strange sort of calmness and joy seemed to take its place. As Father called my name out loud and put me under the water, I felt so fortunate to now be saved and considered as one of God’s own. As I exited the pool, I couldn’t help but feel utter humility for receiving such a generous gift.
After we were confirmed and anointed, the congregation received us with such warm applause that was absolutely awe-inspiring. The joy and satisfaction of gaining membership into the Catholic faith and worshipping the Lord together with my Catholic brothers and sisters is tremendously gratifying. This is a feeling I will never forget and will cherish till the end of my days.
Last but not least, my very first communion. This was the one thing that I could not partake since my childhood and was the source of much discontent. My yearning finally came to an end as Fr Christian brought me and my brothers and sisters forward to the altar and offered to us the Body and Blood of Christ. Now I can have Christ’s divinity within my own self, which gives me hope that I can truly be one with the Lord. The long wait was indeed worth it.
I can now profess to the world, that I am PROUD to be Catholic!!!
For this, I am eternally grateful to the teachers and sponsors of the San Juan Parish RCIA class. They have done much for me and the rest of candidates during our faith journey. I sincerely thank you all for your efforts to foster our growth in the Roman Catholic faith. – Gratias vobis ago. – Gabriel.